For all who argue that bringing dogs into the
classroom is unsafe or sillier yet, a distraction, see what you are missing.
MY NAME IS SAM
By Chris Benton
After I was discharged from the Navy, Jim and I moved back to Detroit to use our GI
bill benefits to get some schooling. Jim was going for a degree in Electronics and I,
after much debating, decided to get mine in Computer Science. One of the classes that was
a requirement was Speech.
Like many people, I had no fondness for getting up in front of people for any reason, let
alone to be the center of attention as I stuttered my way through some unfamiliar subject.
But I couldn't get out of the requirement, and so I found myself in my last semester
before graduation with Speech as one of my classes
On the first day of class our professor explained to us that he was going to leave the
subject manner of our talks up to us, but he was going to provide the motivation of the
speech. We would be responsible for six speeches, each with a different motivation. For
instance our first speech's purpose was to inform. He advised us to pick subjects that we
were interested in and knowledgeable about. I decided to center my six speeches around
animals, especially dogs.
For my first speech to inform, I talked about the equestrian art of dressage. For my
speech to demonstrate, I brought my German Shepherd, Bodger, to class and demonstrated
obedience commands. Finally the semester was almost over and I had but one more speech to
give. This speech was to take the place of a written final exam and was to count for fifty
per cent of our grade. The speeches motivation was to persuade.
After agonizing over a subject matter, and keeping with my animal theme, I decided on the
topic of spaying and neutering pets. My goal was to try to persuade my classmates to
neuter their pets. So I started researching the topic. There was plenty of material,
articles that told of the millions of dogs and cats that were euthanized every year, of
supposedly beloved pets that were turned in to various animal control facilities for the
lamest of reasons, or worse, dropped off far from home, bewildered and scared. Death was
usually a blessing.
The final speech was looming closer, but I felt well prepared. My notes were full of facts
and statistics that I felt sure would motivate even the most naive of pet owners to
succumb to my plea. A couple of days before our speeches were due, I had the bright idea
of going to the local branch of the Humane Society and borrowing a puppy to use as a sort
of a visual aid. I called the Humane Society and explained what I wanted. They were very
happy to accommodate me. I made arrangements to pick up a puppy the day before my speech.
The day before my speech, I went to pick up the puppy. I was feeling very confident. I
could quote all the statistics and numbers without ever looking at my notes. The puppy, I
felt, would add the final emotional touch. When I arrived at the Humane Society I was met
by a young guy named Ron. He explained that he was the public relations person for the
Humane Society.
He was very excited about my speech and asked if I would like a tour of the facilities
before I picked up the puppy. I enthusiastically agreed. We started out in the reception
area, which was the general public's initial encounter with the Humane Society. The lobby
was full, mostly with people dropping off various animals that they no longer wanted Ron
explained to me that this branch of the Humane Society took in about fifty animals a day
and adopted out twenty.
As we stood there I heard snatches of conversation: "I can't keep him, he digs holes
in my garden." "They are such cute puppies, I know you will have no trouble
finding homes for them." "She is wild, I can't control her." I heard one of
Humane Society's volunteer explain to the lady with the litter of puppies that the Society
was filled with puppies and that these puppies, being black, would immediately be put to
sleep. Black puppies, she explained, had little chance of being adopted. The woman who
brought the puppies in just shrugged, "I can't help it," she whined. "They
are getting too big. I don't have room for them."
We left the reception area. Ron led me into the staging area where all the incoming
animals were evaluated for adoptability. Over half never even made it to the adoption
center. There were just too many. Not only were people bringing in their own animals, but
strays were also dropped off. By law the Humane Society had to hold a stray for three
days. If the animal was not claimed by then, it was euthanized, since there was no
background information on the animal.
There were already too many animals that had a known history eagerly provided by their
soon-to-be ex-owners. As we went through the different areas, I felt more and more
depressed. No amount of statistics could take the place of seeing the reality of what this
throw-away attitude did to the living, breathing animal. It was overwhelming
Finally Ron stopped in front of a closed door. "That's it," he said,
"except for this." I read the sign on the door. "Euthanization Area."
"Do you want to see one?" he asked. Before I could decline, he interjected,
"You really should. You can't tell the whole story unless you experience the
end." I reluctantly agreed.
"Good." He said " I already cleared it and Peggy is expecting you." He
knocked firmly on the door. It was opened immediately by a middle-aged woman in a white
lab coat. "Here's the girl I was telling you about," Ron explained. Peggy looked
me over. "Well I'll leave you here with Peggy and meet you in the reception area in
about fifteen minutes. I'll have the puppy ready." With that Ron departed, leaving me
standing in front of the stern-looking Peggy.
Peggy motioned me in. As I walked into the room, I gave an audible gasp. The room was
small and spartan. There were a couple of cages on the wall and a cabinet with syringes
and vials of a clear liquid. In the middle of the room was an examining table with a
rubber mat on top. There were two doors other than the one I had entered. Both were
closed. One said to the incinerator room, and the other had no sign, but I could hear
various animals noises coming from behind the closed door.
In the back of the room, near the door that was marked incinerator were the objects that
caused my distress: two wheelbarrows, filled with the bodies of dead kittens and puppies.
I stared in horror. Nothing had prepared me for this. I felt my legs grow weak and my
breathing become rapid and shallow. I wanted to run from that room, screaming.
Peggy seemed not to notice my state of shock. She started talking about the euthanization
process, but I wasn't hearing her. I could not tear my gaze away from the wheelbarrows and
those dozens of pathetic little bodies. Finally, Peggy seemed to notice that I was not
paying attention to her. "Are you listening?" she asked irritably. "I'm
only going to go through this once." I tore my gaze from the back of the room and
looked at her. I opened my mouth to say something, but nothing would come out, so I
nodded.
She told me that behind the unmarked door were the animals that were scheduled for
euthanasia that day. She picked up a chart that was hanging from the wall. "One fifty
three is next," she said as she looked at the chart. "I'll go get him." She
laid down the chart on the examining table and started for the unmarked door. Before she
got to the door she stopped and turned around. "You aren't going to get hysterical,
are you?" she asked, "Because that will only upset the animals." I shook my
head. I had not said a word since I walked into that room. I still felt unsure if would be
able to without breaking down into tears.
As Peggy opened the unmarked door I peered into the room beyond. It was a small room, but
the walls were lined and stacked with cages. It looked like they were all occupied. Peggy
opened the door of one of the lower cages and removed the occupant. From what I could see
it looked like a medium-sized dog. She attached a leash and ushered the dog into the room
in which I stood.
As Peggy brought the dog into the room I could see that the dog was no more than a puppy,
maybe five or six months old. The pup looked to be a cross between a Lab and a German
shepherd. He was mostly black, with a small amount of tan above his eyes and on his feet.
He was very excited and bouncing up and down, trying to sniff everything in this new
environment.
Peggy lifted the pup onto the table. She had a card in her hand, which she laid on the
table next to me. I read the card. It said that number one fifty three was a mixed
Shepherd, six months old. He was surrendered two days ago by a family. Reason of surrender
was given as "jumps on children." At the bottom was a note that said "Name:
Sam."
Peggy was quick and efficient, from lots of practice, I guessed. She laid one fifty three
down on his side and tied a rubber tourniquet around his front leg. She turned to fill the
syringe from the vial of clear liquid. All this time I was standing at the head of the
table. I could see the moment that one fifty three went from a curious puppy to a
terrified puppy. He did not like being held down and he started to struggle.
It was then that I finally found my voice. I bent over the struggling puppy and whispered
"Sam. Your name is Sam." At the sound of his name Sam quit struggling. He wagged
his tail tentatively and his soft pink tongue darted out and licked my hand. And that is
how he spent his last moment. I watched his eyes fade from hopefulness to nothingness. It
was over very quickly. I had never even seen Peggy give the lethal shot. The tears could
not be contained any longer. I kept my head down so as not to embarrass myself in front of
the stoic Peggy. My tears fell onto the still body on the table.
"Now you know," Peggy said softly. Then she turned away. "Ron will be
waiting for you." I left the room. Although it seemed like it had been hours, only
fifteen minutes had gone by since Ron had left me at the door.
I made my way back to the reception area. True to his word, Ron had the puppy all ready to
go. After giving me some instructions about what to feed the puppy, he handed the carrying
cage over to me and wished me good luck on my speech.
That night I went home and spent many hours playing with the orphan puppy. I went to bed
that night but I could not sleep. After a while I got up and looked at my speech notes
with their numbers and statistics. Without a second thought, I tore them up and threw them
away. I went back to bed. Sometime during the night I finally fell asleep. The next
morning I arrived at my Speech class with Puppy Doe. When my turn came to give my speech.
I walked up to the front the class with the puppy in my arms. I took a deep breath, and I
told the class about the life and death of Sam. When I finished my speech I became aware
that I was crying. I apologized to the class and took my seat. After class the teacher
handed out a critique with our grades. I got an "A." His comments said
"Very moving and persuasive."
Two days later, on the last day of class, one of my classmates came up to me.
She was an older lady that I had never spoken to in class
She stopped me on our way out of the class room.
"I want you to know that I adopted the puppy you brought to class," she said.
"His name is Sam."
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